Once we don't handle it well...
This results in being secluded
The desire to be alone everytime
What results in this?
Let's get an idea about it
Have you failed badly?
Do you have a secret that can ruin you?
Are you neglected?
Are you in the midst of people but lonely?
If I go online and research on it
It'll probably give me a white man's description
Trust me when I say I've felt it and I've lived it
I know when you're keeping things from me
I see through your false pretense
And your fake smiles? Lol, that's the easiest
I wasn't joking when i said I was on a road to happiness this year
I really struggled to look happy instead of being happy
Once it got to its peak I gradually stayed away from everyone
Being alone was what I craved
But sadly suicide thoughts clouded my judgement
So now how do I save myself from myself?
Cos I seem to distance myself from help itself
Can I truly save myself?
Or do I avoid this and end it all...???