I want to tell u something desperately. But i can't. There ' s this i have in mind. It's not just there in my mind. It' s not a passing thought. It is more than that. It is a fact. It 's the basis of my life. Sometimes i feel i just have to say it. I can' t keep it in with me. I need to say it to u. U will understand. And more than that i want u to know. When i see u, i feel the urge to tell u about it, like in the next sentence i will spell it out.
But i fear once i say it, i can't have it back. U would have heard it. U won't ever forget it. I won't be able to undo it. U and i will have the memory where i spoke it and u listened. I won't be able to go back and erase it. Ur perspective may change of how u see me . I just cant tell u. But i want to tell u more then anything. Why can't i just say it to u? Why do i even feel i need to tell it to u? It's a lost piece.